September 2010
Still chugging along...
18th September 2010.
Immediately after my bitching about my crappy health in the last thing I found out a friend of mine has been diagnosed with something far more serious and life-messing-up. Puts perspective on my shit somewhat.
Over the last while I've mostly just been being antisocial. I had a week of horrible insomnia. I changed my one uni paper to interest only as I couldn't be f'd (the insomnia may have contributed). I've been a homebody who avoids people a bunch of the time. Lots of fun.
I wasted a bit of time this week (i.e all of Thursday and most of Friday) sulking about my house in PJs after having found out that a bunch of the roleplayer sorts think that I'm some sort of sex-offender-about-to-happen, and if they were willing to talk about that with me in the room I couldn't but wonder what they say about me when I'm not there. As someone mostly against the existence of people, I'm more against it that usual at the moment.
20th September 2010.
On Saturday I head to Taieri Mouth with Greer for Fiona's birthday. It was a really good night, much sitting in their very warm little crib while it snowed, and then much sitting in the wood-fire heated paddling pool in the snow. Snow can be pretty awesome. I was also not drinking, so I took a little pleasure in being sober at the birthday girl (who gets more and more anxious about sober people judging her the drunker she gets, which makes for comedy gold). Being very warm while in snow makes for a great night. The only overly uncomfortable part was when Oli decided that the topic of other people I've been hanging out with needed discussed. I've turned down plans with Oli too many times to hang with the same person, so Oli had decided I was having a semi-secret relationship. He seemed more than a little disappointed that I wasn't. Then he and Greer took to giving me dating advice - which was a bit odd as both have had bugger all experience having found lasting ball-and-chains very early on.