October 2010
Spring is sprung and things are being passable.
16th October 2010.
Last night I was invited out by Oli and turned it down to go to the pool with the dirty roleplayer sorts - with the assumption I'd be sociable for the night with them afterwards. Instead I came home and was in bed before 11 and slept until about 10 this morning. So much tiredness. I had had a day of my eyes playing tricks on me, so it was probably a sign I've been pushing my crappy body a little too hard. Well, either my eyes (and by my eyes I mean my visual cortex) were playing tricks on me or I've developed an aura of metamorphosis that makes small objects that come near me turn into other small objects. Which would be nifty.
The weekend before last I went to the Laserforce place and played laser tag for the first time. I came third in almost every round and had the highest hit percentage of anyone. Everyone else has been there before, some a lot, so I felt like a little less of a spaz than usual.
Otherwise I've mostly just been pottering about achieving little.
19th October 2010.
I've made my blood pressure sky rocket tonight simply by writing an email I've been putting off for a couple of months. I hate how easy it is to set my body against itself. I also hate how much I entirely suck at being a human and working even the most basic human interactions.
Saturday, after writing the above entry, I went to the beach with Oli and Bridget for a little while before heading back to their place and helped (watched) Oli built a wall. Later in the evening I briefly visited a party at Firmin's flat but mostly just played The Witcher (which I'd picked up at JB HiFi earlier in the day (my first visit to Dunedin's new JB HiFi id very bad things to my bank account)).
Sunday went to The Witcher and dinner at my grandparents'.
Monday, my eyes packed it in after two days of significant periods of computer use. So the day was mostly spent in bed. In the evening I went to Carla and Ian's and had kebab while faking being social like.
Today, lunch with Greer and Dan and the rest of the day spent reading in bed.