19 January 1999

I had a rather happy bouncey day today. I had japanese food for lunch and walked to south dunedin and back in heavy work boots. Then I re-curtained my glass bedroom door with a "flying fish" calender and sang along to "The Ballad of Tom Jones" and a whole lot of pretenders and Dusty Springfeild songs. Being all happy and possibly even enjoying life (by pretending my mother didn't exist). Then i find out my ex has a new boyfriend. So now I'm grumpy and depressed. And really jealous. It's also exactly a month since we broke up, which isn't helping. I so have to get over it though, and be happy for them. Well, this grumpy beast is off to bed to sulk.