If you haven't guess, I'm being depressed. it is not even that I like
it, I'm just so used to it I can't fight it. At the rate that I'm
going, soon for psychiatry fees I'll be owing.
I'm not in a great place right now. I don't know what set it off, but
since mid last week I've been progressively getting worse. I might have
to start going to the useless shrink I used to see. So she can sit
saying "Happy Pills, Happy Pills, Happy.........". Basically life sucks
and I want to pull out of Uni, coz I'm hating it all. Chemistry is
hell. By some sick luck the mean old man who was nasty to me at course
approval is my CHEM202 Lab Supervisor. If only I could die a slow and
painful death. It'd be better than this life. Better than sharing a
house with my hell-spawned mother. Who is even now kicking me off the
computer. So I'm off. Maybe to chop pieces off myself and see how much
blood I can lose before I pass out.
Bye.
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