I have not been up to much in my life at all recently.
I picked up my new glasses on Monday, and have pretty much just spent the whole week since sitting about my house. The heat messed with me a little and I had an extended run of not feeling so good about standing up. But mostly I have just be curled up in a ball of grouchiness.
I am so angry at the semi-imaginary one.
So angry.
Mostly even for reasons that other people seem to think are valid, which is making it much harder to handwave all my concerns away as my just being ridiculous.
It is not a good place to be, but I have no idea how to fix it as I have way too many warm fuzzy feelings that are making the complete lack of trust feel pretty unimportant in comparison.
Brains are dumb and emotions are the worst thing brains do.
I did get rid of the last four big boxes of children's books. I finally have the table in my spare room back, and thus can finally dry my woollens on a flat surface - so will wash them for the first time in..... that's best not thought about.
I also offloaded all of my ripped, worn or just randomly disliked towels on to Martina. With her horde of monsters she seemed to think all towels were welcome.
Less stuff is good, considering I will be moving at some point soonish. Possibly even before June, and only later than that if my part of the complex is the bit they decide to do last. They do seem to be emptying out the other end much faster, while claiming to have no information at all about how things are going to be done.
I guess I will see.
I am looking forward to living in somewhere less of a goldfish bowl - my bathroom/laundry is the only room in my house that can't be seen straight into from the street or carpark.
If I am lucky I may even manage somewhere quieter at night (since new years my street has got a bit louder than last year, but far from the loudest it has been - at 5am this morning I was sorely tempted to call noise control except that being awake enough to do that would have destroyed any chance of getting back to sleep).
And my hotwater cylinder has started boiling over. Again.
Over the last few years it has been boiling over more often than not.
It is pretty much the bane of this flat. And this flat was pretty terrible even when the water just worked.
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