For some dumb reason I thought I had fully caught up.....

And obviously I haven't.

Balls, Mr Bennett! (Campest reference I have posted in a long time, not sure why that one is so scared into my brain.)

I spent the day after seeing Shang-Chi at home playing Pathfinder: Wrath of the Righteous in my PJs and not washing.

The following day I had to wash as I went to Carla and Ian's for dinner and D&D.  I had had a doctors appointment as well, but it was a phone consultation so doesn't really feel like it counts, and involved upping my fake thyroid hormone as it seems they seriously underestimated how much my body thinks it needs.  I guess that explains why I have felt cold for the last month.

That Tuesday's brain poking I don't recall anything much from - I think I was on topical grumbling and avoiding thinking about the goals we are theoretically working on.  I am a bad patient - I hope my influence isn't going to make him less good a shrink than he might otherwise have been.  I do remember that I got yakiudon at Miga Hako and it led to me getting chilli oil all over my Watford hoodie.

Wednesday, I finished watching Campaign Two of Critical Role.  More than a thousand hours invested, but I am now up to date. 

Then it was another quiz, with another win.  And I won the solo round so now have a very ugly New New New t-shirt (but they use surprisingly good quality t-shirts so it feels nice) that I suspect may cross some cultural appropriation lines.

And I tried out the building's clothes driers, that are finally installed after we were promised by the landlords they they would be in the building before we were moved into it.  Winter has been tough to get stuff dry so they are overdue and deeply appreciated already.  Also, sheets dried in a drier are so much fluffier that those dried by drapping them between chairs in my front room.

Thursday I was in recovery mode after doing too much.

Friday I washed and dressed for lunch with Midget, which she cancelled on so I went to South D for lunch and went to pakkers for the first time in a couple of months.  It is a supermarket I especially avoid at anything above level 1.  South D just seems where germs would be hiding out.

In the evening I did manage to catdch up with Midget, we went to Mela Eatery and discovered the serving sizes there are very generous.  Neither of use succeeded at finishing our meals.  I feel like I left half mine behind (but had picked out all the good bits, what was left of mine was mostly carbs).

Then a weekend at home, but with washing because reasons such as a guest coming to return books, borrow other books and lend me Rivers of London, which I will now have to read.

Not sure which day it was in the Friday-Sunday period when I injured myself in the shower but tipping my head back when washing my hair.  My neck is not healed enough for that and I forgot meaning it hurts again.  Hurts enough that I haven't slept much the last few nights.

Last night was the weekly dinner and D&D at Carla and Ian's.  The game is doing well at letting us avoid combat and I avoided doing anything that even required me to roll dice.  I was just in the distance concentrating on a buff spell through the whole action sequence.

Today in brain poking (which was thought I was late to, so got there too early and felt awkward about being in the waiting room that long, so went to UBS, inevitably got distracted and thus ended up three minutes late - but having spent almost $40 on a paperback novel... ?win?)

We discussed a few things, including finally discovering the facts I thought I knew about him from having met him at some point when I was a postgrad were right.  He is indeed someone I met once at a party of tramping club people - though I still have no idea what person in common led to me being there.  My brain suspect Camilla but that is a cop-out answer based purely on how much that social group dictated my socialising with randoms for a couple of years.

Also, I finally linked this to him.  Having kind of said I would after talking about it months ago.  I suggested he only look at entries from before we started.  So hopefully it was just show how subjective my interpretations twists around current emotion states and not make me seem like an inconsistent crazy liar....

I really worry I am a inconsistent crazy liar and just don't know it.

I mean, it is half my DNA.....

And do people who lie to themselves constantly have any idea they are doing it?

Fuck, I am broken. 

We also discussed Critical Role and whether I watched it because I was enjoying it enough to justify it or if I was watching it because I felt it was expected of me.  I suspect it was the latter.

Anyway, I got yakiudon again because I was in a black t-shirt so there was nothing to stain.  And picked up new thyroid meds as changing brands to have more convenient dosages.  My attempts to cut pills in half had not worked well.