That'll make ACC happy, except that don't actually care and I just get anxious about it for nothing.

After more than a year of weekly sessions, I briefly got onto the topic with my therapist of the topic for which he is actually funded by ACC for me to talk about for the first time this week.

It has left me feeling physically sick and exhausted.  Because brains are stupid. 

 

I am kind of glads my plans for today cancelled on me, even though they meant I hadn't ordered groceries as they had clashed with the only available delivery slot when I looked two days ago.  So my flat is low of food, especially the sort of food I would really like today while feeling both unwell and unsettled.

Not sure if my possible UTI is actually healing up.  I am being impatient about it regardless.