Very bad day

Today, well technically yesterday because midnight happened already, was very shit. I will write about it but not now.
For now I am just writing to say that a bad day lead to eating sugar to an extend a diabetic really really shouldn’t.  Even a healthy person shouldn’t do that.
Now being kept awake by sugar induced extra nastiness to my everlasting migraine.
The pain reminds me that I am alive.  This is not necessarily a good thing.