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Though a "Diary" my online diary is a work of FICTION.

It may at times strongly reflect actual events of my life, often how I honestly perceived them and display my genuine reactions. But not always and everything contained within should be treated as a fiction.

This is also a personal diary, so by reading it you are violating my privacy. And as it is a personal diary you are not allowed to hold anything you read in it against me, as you shouldn't have been reading it anyway.

Also, this diary is not to be read by anyone who has gone out with me, would like to go out with me in the future, or suspects I may like to go out with them.






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Tuesday, 14 March 2023

Having a generally bad run

The coming off pain meds goes slowly and sucks.
Am now at the point of constant, if minor,  pain induced nausea.  I had forgotten about that one until it came back and then I was like, oh yeah, all 2008 was like this.


What has happened in the time...

Due to lunch out sort of for my mother's birthday, I have finally met my mother's partners eldest child (who nearly qualifies as a step-brother).  Didn't actually speak much at all, but he seems a better person than I would have expected based on his father.  I only hope I am better than would be expected based on my mother.

I got too panicky about a flat inspection to prepare for it at all. But then the tenancy manager was too distracted by the Lego to pay attention to all the cleaning I had failed to do.

Shitlord was back in town for a week, including being only a couple of houses away from somewhere I was (at the house of a retiree he had cheated on me with...).  I got a bit stressed by the knowledge he was in my city - but he left soon enough I guess.

And I was asked to by a groomsman for someone I had not imagined I was a first tier friend of.  So I have been fitted for a rental suit (not the best fit, but that is because my body is not human shaped).  Come Easter weekend I will have to stand around looking as tidy as possible at a wedding.

Today the tablet I ordered myself arrived (and was left outside the building by the useless courier).   So I have spent a bit of the day being angry at the Apple environment as iOS has quirks I was not prepared for.