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It may at times strongly reflect actual events of my life, often how I honestly perceived them and display my genuine reactions. But not always and everything contained within should be treated as a fiction.

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Saturday, 10 April 2021

I have only showered and left the house once since Tuesday - I am not doing great

Tuesday seemed to be going fine.  Writing group was cancelled because they were taking anniversary day as Easter Tuesday.  So the first thing I really did with the day was brainpoking.

We talked Shitlord, I had put it off as long as possible.

Trying to explain why I had thought staying with him when he was only very occasionally nice to me was not fun.  And left me feeling pretty drained.

Then in the afternoon I caught up with my god-daughter to get her her birthday present and went to her school sport game - some kiddified version of football.

Wednesday I spent in my house in my PJs feeling destroyed.

Ditto Thursday, except I had to shower in the evening so I could go have dinner with my dad.

And then on Friday I was supposed to be going to a funeral but I woke up in the morning to get ready and found I couldn't stand without support.  I spent most of the day on my lounge floor as even sitting up caused some nausea.  Yay for being me.  So I didn't roadtrip to southland.  I did nothing instead.

Today didn't involve much more - though my family visited with a few bits of groceries and I managed enough uprightness to heat and eat dinner.

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