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Sunday, 21 April 2024

Ruining a several years long run without vomiting

My delivery dinner last night did not go well.

Katsu curry that tasted fine as I slowly ate it while playing some Baldur's Gate 3.  It was only as I was putting the empty container in the kitchen sink to wash before recycling and the smell was suddenly nauseous and awful that I realised something was wrong.  Then, immediately after taking my evening meds, my body decided to purge all of my dinner.  Leaving me quivering and exhausted.  Also purple.  Because it takes very little for my body to decide to change colour (or just go blotchy).  I am like a chameleon except instead of going sexy colours to attract a mate I go gross colours to advertise that I am sickly and should not to bred with...

After the purge my body went from feeling the everything was awful to just being very tired and I went off and slept for about twelve hours.

Today I looked awful, but mostly felt only my regular amount of fucking terrible.  So I guess I threw up most to all of whatever the problem was.

I hadn't thrown up in a few years, I think since the treatment for my little cancer thing back in 2021.


Apart from finally getting back to BG3 after sevenish months, I haven't done too much.  Though did leave the house twice.  Went to Simon and Joe's for the night on Thursday to be social and pose as a human, and had roleplaying on Friday (Exalted).

Playing BG3  now that my computer has fans instead of water cooling makes me realise how quiet water cooling was.  The fans make noise.

And I am playing as Astarion this time, instead of my own character.  For a different approach to the game.


Also, I have a weirdly large number of hits on this blog lately.  Based on not giving the link to anyone in a long time and the platforms the hits are from I am suspecting someone I have no reason to assume would have any reason to think about me at all, much less check up on this thing.

Historically none of my friends have ever been particularly interested and I don't see why that would have changed.

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