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Though a "Diary" my online diary is a work of FICTION.

It may at times strongly reflect actual events of my life, often how I honestly perceived them and display my genuine reactions. But not always and everything contained within should be treated as a fiction.

This is also a personal diary, so by reading it you are violating my privacy. And as it is a personal diary you are not allowed to hold anything you read in it against me, as you shouldn't have been reading it anyway.

Also, this diary is not to be read by anyone who has gone out with me, would like to go out with me in the future, or suspects I may like to go out with them.






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Friday, 1 December 2023

Getting hit on online and realised very quickly that the guy was really just interested in dating his way into some New Zealand residency.

People are the worst.

Then realised I can honestly say my last two serious relationships (as the bus driver was never a serious relationship) were both liars trying to secure citizenships (11 years ago the boring Wellingtonian trying to get Canadian-ness out of me and ditching me specifically because he found out it wasn't going to work well; and then Shitlord who technically didn't use our relationship for it but I am pretty certain was running me as a backup in case the fraudulent relationship visa he was using blew up).

People....

I should just give up forever.

Particularly as I am becoming more and more certain that I am not that keen on people, just anxious about dying alone.

And the at-least-in-the-right-country-and-seems-an-actually-nice-guy I have been trying to chat up over the last month-ish, I seem to have been friendzoned by.  Which is only to be expected.



Oh, and I see November has finished, thus NaNoWriMo has finished.  And I only really did a proper NaNoWriMo-ing on the first day... so that was an absolute fail.  But I have notes and a novel idea.  So maybe I will pick at it as time goes on and have a draft sucky novel eventually.

That is what I bought the iPad with the keyboard for.

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