Two weeks late and I am finally doing my second 24 hour collection for cortisol testing - though considering the bloodtest that I had to get up early specially for found nothing, I suspect I am wasting time and effort.
Finally felt non-shaky enough. Also the discomfort about doing it again has me not drinking enough.
I don't remember my Monday at all. Though I am pretty certain I didn't go anywhere. I think I slept in on purpose to avoid the 9am scheduled power cut.
Tuesday, I ran some errands now that I have confirmed I can get the bit of inheritance that my grandmother left me without angering WINZ. So I can do everting legit and official like. I will still be poor - but will maybe to able to sort getting a dental implant so I can look like a human again. (Turns out I still have a ball of hurt about the way a friend explained how his partner needed an implant for a gap further back but that I didn't for my actually visible gap - which to my mind felt a lot like being told I was too ugly to bother.)
Yesterday I started an anxiety management group. The younger sibling of one of my friends is in the group, which makes it even more awkward and uncomfortable than expected.
I do not approve.
Then last night I went for dinner with Carla and Ian. So much chicken and garlic. And some nice adult conversating with very efforts.
Yes, I just used conversating like it was a word - because I am a monster.
Today has been sleepiness and peeing in a bottle.
I think I will unlock this thing and see if Turkmenistani weirdos still have bots set up to flood my stats (and probably use my information for crime).
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