New meds still suck

 I don't remember Friday, so I probably didn't do much.

Saturday was election day.  Since my weekend away was cancelled I spend the day being that weirdo who tells people to vote on facebook.  At dinner time Firmin and I got pizza and went to Simon's to watch the results.  Simon is so much more up on the who did what of NZ politics and cares so much more than I do.  I just get quietly angry that the "left" is really centre right and everyone calls the Greens radical leftists when they are barely left of centre while ignoring the radical right as just being economically conservative and possibly even 'responsible'.  I mean, technically the left won the election - except they didn't.  Over half the parliament has gone to a single party for the first time since I was a kid - and it is the aggressively centrist (in a neo-liberal framework) party that led the last coalition.  I am not that comfortable with them ruling alone, but stealth my shithole country has resisted the global trend to Nazism for now.

Sunday, I read.  I spent the day on the 17th Dresden Files book.

Monday, I was feeling destroyed,  I was shaky and I could barely stand.  Yay new meds.

So I gave myself a haircut with shitty clippers and mostly by feel.  I look like a spaz (as usual).

Yesterday, I went to writing group and did no writing.  Mostly I just nodded while they talked about World of Warcraft.  Sometimes I think I should have got into that game a decade ago to have more in common with the social group I see the most of - and maybe it would have tipped me off to the fact Shitlord wasn't actually that good at it and thus not actually spending as much time on it as he claimed.  I caught up with an old friend I haven't really talked to in years last night, led to the Shitlord thing being back in my head today - which is fucking annoying.

And I got chop suey on the way home from Great Wall.  After ordering it and having the woman taking the order act exactly like it was a perfectly normal order, I sat waiting and realised it wasn't actually on their menu.  Oops... or not.  I guess it was actually fine.  And the result was good.

Today I have watched youtube.  Hopefully about to go to roleplaying - though things are being drama because reasons I don't understand.