HDL up and LDL down, I guess that means I am making good choices.....

Life is lifing.
I am barely.
The guy I am sort of maybe dating has been hanging around a bit.  The company is sort of nice, but the differences in our approach to the world are very obvious and may be become problematic if any attempt to do more than just hang out comes up.

Contact dermatitis situation healed poorly, so I have a doctors appoint booked for this week (and they used it as an excuse to get me to update my blood tests first - the couple of results they have listed in my online records so far are improved on recent rounds).

Which also means the sort of dating situation has been entirely PG.  Because no-one is touching cracked badly healing skin.

And I still have absolutely no idea what I possibly could have come into contact with that could have caused the reaction.

On the more entertaining side, I have not just watched the episodes of The Mighty Nein but also a lot of the reaction content to it in the vague hope that helps move the algorithm toward encouraging the show.

And I read some Rachel Reid novels in preparation for Heated Rivalry dropping, and watched the first couple of episodes.  I have views that are complicated.  The portrayals are problematic.  The show especially makes it feel like male gayness being exploited for a female take on what is still very much a 'male gaze'.  Whereas the book series repeated pattern of having a significant size difference, and the taller/larger man being somewhat abusive in his behaviour leans heavily into toxic heteronormative behaviours poorly masked with the use of a woman-stand-in character.

Yes, I am overthinking bad light entertainment smut.  Maybe because I don't really enjoy the smut factor of it all. 

 

 

And my stats on here are mental at the moment.  So many hits from Singapore and Hong Kong that I am pretty sure must be bots.  And what looks to have been one very bored person in Mexico nosing through a lot of entries. 

Not sure why the very boring ramblings of a very boring person would be of interest to strangers anywhere, even bots.  My English is not eloquent enough to be helping train anything.