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Though a "Diary" my online diary is a work of FICTION.

It may at times strongly reflect actual events of my life, often how I honestly perceived them and display my genuine reactions. But not always and everything contained within should be treated as a fiction.

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Sunday, 8 December 2019

Brains

Woke in the middle of the night, super angry at Shitlord.  And lay awake for hours seething in said anger.  Because I am exhausted all the time even when I succeed at sleeping decently.  So helpful stupid Matthew brain.

Then I woke early thinking about the first person I ever thought i might have been in love with, back in high school.  I am pretty sure he didn't know, though was convinced everyone could tell at the time.
I messaged him on facebook when I got up, though in all the years I have had him on facebook he has never replied to any of my messages.

In the last five minutes it went from dry out to significant surface flooding - this is not Dunedin weather.  Stupid climate change.

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