Shattered

I went for lunch with Oli today.  I was feeling pretty good so thought I should walk to town, I am supposed to be getting in daily light exercise and am mostly not.
It was nice, I went to the supermarket afterwards which was less nice.  New World had some December 5th one day Christmas themed sale with all the staff in costume and many many reps giving out free samples of things.  It was too loud, had I ASD then it would have been awful.  Times to be glad I am mostly neurotypical.  Actually, that might be all the times, I have enough problems as is.
On the way home I jumped into one of Shitlord's friends who I think I am successfully stealing.  Yay for new friends and for Shitlord being left friendless and alone.   Okay, I am feeling the hurt still and sometimes I need to vent that as pure bitterness.  All that bottling has had me pretty tender on the whole subject.

I got home and everything started to really hurt.  Even my neck muscles are angry about holding up my head.  It is their one job and they are still acting like it is an unreasonable request.

This extra level of fatigue is deeply frustrating.