My brain decided sleeping was not allowed and spent the night coming up with ridiculous elaborate plans to kill myself while framing Shitlord for murder.
Because prison seemed too much like the only thing I could do to him that would hurt him at all.
But he would still win too much from that.
The fact I can't sleep is still him winning.
Also, now that this post exits if he ever murders me he will be able to use this to get away with it. I am pretty certain he has too many other men on the go to bother murdering me. He seems too busy to bother with anything except the occasional creepy attempt to manipulate and control - I assume because he thinks I will be easily won back into his direct power.
Or maybe he is just so broken it is the only way he knows how to interact - and that possibly makes him more dangerous to my wellbeing.
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