Had a quiet day watching some bad TV, including all of Frayed, and playing some Zelda.
My father and sibling turned up so we could go out for dinner. And it ended up being to the awful buffet Great Taste, because I couldn't bring myself to agree to go to our usual nice dinner out place, because Shitlord works there. And I am just not ready for incidental visits into spaces that are 'his space'.
I feel a bit bad for inflicting bad food on people just because I am still feeling very betrayed. And I am about fifty-fifty certain that I am going to cave and give him a real chance to try to earn back some sort of friendship. I know I shouldn't, at least not yet. But I want to be able to semi-like him.
Anyway, I should go try and sleep again.
Tomorrow I have to miss class for a memorial service for my Great-Uncle Brian. He died about three weeks ago - I probably didn't mention it on here as I was pretty distracted by the fact I had weirdness going on with Shitlord (days before it went from my friends giving me the DTMFA speech to things being pretty thoroughly over).
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